Blatantly honest Negative morning....
I have an allergy to something... I can't tell what it is. It tends to hit me at night, when I'm in my bed. But it doesn't only happen there. My legs start to itch and it works its way up to my stomach , chest, arms and neck. I try to combat it with anything that may work; oatmeal baths, lotions, Zyrtek, Benadryl, sleep meds, ice-water showers, food and drink. It makes my attempts at sleeping HELL. I've seen allergy doctor's along with a slew of other specialists over it, they prescribe me Prednazone which knocks it out for a couple of weeks, but it pops back up and raises fresh hell afterward. I've found out a bunch of things that I am allergic to, but there is no obvious culprit to my woes. I keep working on different theories and sometimes my efforts yield results, other times I have to ride out the agony. I really need to find the cause of this problem, because now I have other symptoms: Tingling in the legs, and a wave of "vibration" that just comes over me or painful "thrum" (It's very hard to explain).
Last night, nothing worked for very long. I didn't get much sleep at all. Last night's theory was, I'm coming off of a medication and these are the withdrawal symptoms. Which was the unfortunate result of nothing working, I ran my shower out of very cold water, I ate a whole bag of gummy worms, I took meds, I put on lotion, used oatmeal bath, all my typical methods failed. I sat down in my tv room and just let the itch, the thrum, and painful tingling wash over me. It was all I can do. Finally it subsided enough for me to sleep for a few hours, waking up again to shower in cold water. This is absolutely frustrating misery for me.
So this morning has been hell and my day isn't going to end until 12 midnight...... ugh


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